Monday, February 28, 2011

Fact: I have the best friends in the whole wide world.
My friends made my 17th birthday the best ever! So thank you. Thank you for making me happy. Thank you for seeing beauty in me. Thank you for being so strong that you make me break down and cry and help me know everything will be ok. Thank you for have infatuations with me. Thank you for knowing that this is who I am and I am not going to change for anyone. Thank you for laughing at my lame jokes, and making me laugh...ALL the time. Thank you for being there no matter what. I LOVE YOU.

"No one ever reaches an age where you're guaranteed to know it all and never make a mistake again, or be jealous, or mean, or spiteful, etc. and etc. Believe me, I know. No one ever stops learning, and when you're learning you're bound to stumble and do some tripping- even down and out falling flat on your face along the way." -A Love Like Lilly

Sunday, February 6, 2011

Day One: Your favorite quotes. completed
Day Two: A letter to your best friend. completed
Day Three: Describe your first kiss, where you were, who saw and how you felt when it happened.
Day Four: Tell the story of your favorite memory.
Day Five: Three things that you’ve done in your life that you regret doing / not doing.
Day Six: Three things that you wish you could do right now.
Day Seven: Your favorite TV show, movie, song and book.
Day Eight: Write a letter to someone that you’ve drifted away from and now miss.
Day Nine: Five items you’d grab in a fire.
Day Ten: The hardest thing you’ve ever had to do.


DAY TEN.
The hardest thing i have ever had to do was LET GO. there have been friends in my life who have not been good for me. these people have hurt me in some way. they were good friends and then they threw it all away. i hold on to people like that because i remember all the good times we would have. how close we once were. but if a friend hurts you and refuses to say the simple words IM SORRY, ive learned you need to let them go. you need to not spend your life wondering what it would be like if they were still in your life. you need to let them go. cause in the long run someone who doesnt care about you enought to keep you close to them, they arent WORTH IT. they arent worth your tears or saddness. the hardest part of giving someone up is letting them go completely. but it makes you happier to focus on the good friends you have. that build you UP and make you BETTER.

Wednesday, February 2, 2011

Day One: Your favorite quotes. completed
Day Two: A letter to your best friend. completed
Day Three: Describe your first kiss, where you were, who saw and how you felt when it happened.
Day Four: Tell the story of your favorite memory.
Day Five: Three things that you’ve done in your life that you regret doing / not doing.
Day Six: Three things that you wish you could do right now.
Day Seven: Your favorite TV show, movie, song and book.
Day Eight: Write a letter to someone that you’ve drifted away from and now miss.
Day Nine: Five items you’d grab in a fire.
Day Ten: The hardest thing you’ve ever had to do.

Day 9:

5 items i would grab in a fire:

1. my quilt my grandma gave me

2. my scrapbook

3. my purse. my life is in that thing

4. my books

5. any famliy i could find


Tuesday, February 1, 2011

Day One: Your favorite quotes. completed
Day Two: A letter to your best friend. completed
Day Three: Describe your first kiss, where you were, who saw and how you felt when it happened.
Day Four: Tell the story of your favorite memory.
Day Five: Three things that you’ve done in your life that you regret doing / not doing.
Day Six: Three things that you wish you could do right now.
Day Seven: Your favorite TV show, movie, song and book.
Day Eight: Write a letter to someone that you’ve drifted away from and now miss.
Day Nine: Five items you’d grab in a fire.
Day Ten: The hardest thing you’ve ever had to do.


DAY EIGHT
dear whoever. i liked the friendship we had. you were always there for me and i was always there for you. we got to the point where we were really good friends. i don't even know why we got in that fight. when i said i was sorry i ment it. im also sorry you had to hold such a heavy grudge. friends forgive and forget. im trying to be a better person and i hope you can see that. i hope one day YOU will be able to say im sorry. saying sorry isnt weak. it makes you stronger. im sorry we had that stupid disagreement and im even sadder that you held it against me. try to look for the good in others instead of spending forever trying to find their one weakness. i hope i wont ever let you down again. i hope you look at me now and realize you lost a good friend. cause i know i did. im sorry for everything that happened. i miss you.
-sara.